SeLene Lim

2010-11-07T20:06:00.000-08:00

Hey Peepos, I've shifted to http://sunny-eggyolk.tumblr.com/. :))

2010-09-30T22:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO Peeps !! My favourite K-Pop band had just debut their second album Lucifer. It had been done sucessfully as expected and SHINee will have their comeback stage today, which is on Children's Day! Their new song: Hello. Greatly Done !!

2010-08-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

It's time

You're still running through my mind despite knowing I should be strong to accept the fact that we remain as friends. But .. the thing is, are we still friends? It's saddening when we have already drop contact for almost a month, and not because we did not carry on to make a step further. I rounded up, we were really close for almost a month. Those moments were precious! My first clubbing experience, you were present .. First guy that I've danced with for so long .. First to perform for me the unfamiliar shuffle dance .. Most memorable outing were my first visit to Timbre and Chinese Garden with you. Etc. Duck Pizza, Spicy Buffalo Wings, Cocktail, beer and live band. Timbre's atmosphere awesome! Chinese Garden's great too! Though you had least confidence of singing well but you still sang and played along with your classical guitar for almost three hours. I'm your only audience that night. I'm really touched! Been avoiding not to get involve in boy-girl friend relationship for almost one year and a half, after experiencing an unpleasant one with the previous. Till I met you, I felt secure and carefree for the very first time. You almost change my point of views towards a guy who's in love. But yet again, everything's changes and ends quickly with a blink of an eye. I ain't got the confidence anymore. You felt sorry, though I'm mentally prepared for the worst beforehand, but it's within my reach and being hurt once again. How am I suppose to believe it again? Exams are around the corner, I should put all my energy in my study. No use to keep pondering over, it's time to let go of you and memories shall be stayed. Thank you! :)

2010-06-05T10:19:00.000-07:00

Dearest Sis, a new beginning for you, start afresh! LOVEu!

Really want to visit this place soon !!! :D

2010-05-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

[REAL Random Post]
Headed to Ion Orchard again.

Really yummy, Slice Ice

Currently, obsess with one of the korea drama which is still airing. Personal Taste. Highly recommend you peepos to watch it! :D

Besides that, O Level Chinese Exam will fall on 31st May! >.< Alright, shall wish me good luck then! Starts to mug mug and MUG !!

Looking forward to the weekends ~ Alright, shall end this effing-boring post. Will be back soon! ;)

2010-04-17T21:15:00.000-07:00

" Out' Town Girls "

First try to PowerHouse with friends last week.
We
drank,
sang,
danced,
laughed crazily !
Musics were really awesome!

Had enough fun these few days, its time to get back into study mode!

2010-04-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

Silly Sister: Sis, let's have 'Pop Eye' for dinner, alright?
Me: uh .. Pop eye? What's that?
Silly Sister: The outlet located at Singapore Flyer.
Me: ROFL! 'Pop Eye' is different from Popeye! (pronunciation*)

ION Orchard, The Popcorn Gallery (:

AHHH !!! I'm gonna get there after O's!

2010-02-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :)

Sponge Band !

SHINee!

2010-01-16T07:10:00.000-08:00

Promise to be back once I'm done!

In two months time, I will be completing my Diploma in Psychology. Hopefully I can manage to graduate successfully! *pray* My next step in life will be sitting for my O levels this year! Younger sister had took her O's last year and I'm glad and proud of her for doing it well! Finally, it's my turn! Due to the past setbacks, I've yet to do something that will do my parents or even myself proud. Relationships have really bring me down for couple of years, I would say that those were 'puppy love relationships'. I have never felt so regretful over anything! It wasn't even fulfilling. No one to blame but myself. Has it been a year we parted? Yep, time flies! I'm slowly letting you go and I'm glad that you have found your happiness! :) Well, let bygones be bygones! All these benefits me as well, leads me to learn more and see things clearly. I will not brood over my past mistakes and failures as this will only fill my mind with grief. Also, always keep a reminder to myself, do not repeat them in the future! Starting from now, the paths ahead will be a challenging one. And I'm ready to build up my confidence and be determined to face it. Meanwhile, am going to freeze this blog until I've complete my O's exams. To my dearest BESTIES, I yearn nothing changes our friendships and I will definitely find you girls end of this year! Let's work hard together! Promise to be back, stay healthy Peepos! :D

A short video for you guys to enjoy^^

2010-01-04T19:58:00.000-08:00

I'm down with cough! Am going to rest the whole day ..
Shall complete my post quickly.

( 1st Jan )
Family outing! :D
Early lunch at Peach Garden. It taste the best of all tim sum! Guarantee^^
Did some shopping at Marina Square, tea break at Andersen's.
And we went to Ippudo Ramen (Mandarin Gallery) for dinner. One of the well-known restaurant in Japan. I will love to go there again! :)

This is the best Pork Buns ever! c(:

( 2nd Jan )

Sisters Date!

Went to MS (again) lol.
Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. Rated: 3.5* Second not always better than the first.

Dinner at Carl's JR and then home sweet home.

Ps. Strong cravings to go many places. E.g. Escape Theme Park, Zoo, Bird Park, Crocodile Farm, Lim Chu Kang Farm and many more. LOL! ;p

2009-12-30T08:56:00.000-08:00

25 December 2009,

Watched Avatar (3D) with Family members. Expected it to be a good movie, I don't mind watching again seriously. :D Rated: 4.5* This year Christmas was great and with loads of love. I did enjoy myself a lot!

Thanks Dad for the Christmas's Gift<3

26 December 2009,

Hs's Outing<3 Totally love and enjoyed their accompanied !! We dipped ourselves in the cold and salty sea water at Sentosa in the evening. Breathed in the sea breeze and strolled along the soft sand happily. After that, had our dinner to store up some energy and went to Topone. Laughed loudly, danced comfortably, and sang all the way till dawn. Had our sumptuous Mac Donald Big Breakfast and home sweet home. Everyone was feeling dead beat that morning. Haha! Hope to see them soon! :D

Goodbye to my black and damage hair! c(: Two days ago, did my rebonding with Sister and Li Bing. My hair stylist, never fail to disappoint me. I'm so satisfied with my current hairstyle. Next week, will be dyeing my hair to Copper Blonde.

Very soon, another brand New Year is reaching! Time passes real fast for me in 2009. Have you guys reflect on what you have done throughout the whole year? Is it a smooth year that you've spent? If it isn't, doesn't matter. As 2010's coming, and I wish that everyone will have good years ahead! :) As for me, 2009 is much better than 2008. I've seen through quite a lot, did lots of reflections and of course, more mature. School will resume on 4th January and I will be taking my final module which lasts about three months? Yep, it is! Hopefully I will graduate successfully^^ Okay, I'm done with my current post. Am going to enjoy the hot favourite drama, 海派甜心 now. Promise there will be MORE peektures on the next post, stay tune peepos. Sweet dreams! :)

2009-12-23T21:39:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas Eve! :D
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! (in advance*)

Everyone shall be happy, and have an enjoyable celebrations ahead! I'm looking forward to gather with my family members too!
Saturday, Sentosa with HS Cliques<3 Will upload many pictures when I'm back next week. Goodbye^^

The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree: the presence of a happy family all wrapped up in each other.
Christmas is most truly Christmas when we celebrate it by giving the light of love to those who need it most.

2009-12-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

I've just completed my Assignment and it's time to enjoy my two weeks holiday! :D Can't wait to celebrate Xmas and countdown to 2010 with family and friends! I want to see fireworks! 2009 fireworks were great, hopefully next year will be better? And I'm looking forward to Friday. East Coast BBQ Session with Sister and friends! Okay, gotta get straight to the point. Need to upload loads of pictures. :)

( 15 December )
Tampines Mall, Marina Square ( Manhattan Fish Market )
Totally fall in love with their deep fried button mushrooms<3
ps. Some pictures were blurred. =/

It's nice to receive surprises and pressies during Christmas Season!

My armpit isn't smelly kay? LOL! :X

( 13 December )
Family Outing! Lunch at The Curry Wok, gets some shopping done at the new 313 shopping mall, lastly dinner at Sushi Tei Restaurant.

Best Curry Fish Head!

Mini California Maki

Zuwai Crab Fried Rice

Spicy Miso Ramen

Ebi Tempura

Pork Katsu

Salmon Mentaiyaki<3

Hokkaido Nama Choco Ice Cream (Heavenly made) MUST TRY<3

Chocolate Waffle

That's all! Have an early night, Peepos! :)

2009-12-05T02:25:00.000-08:00

Exams Over! :D
Despite enjoying Christmas Holiday with Family and Friends, I still gotta complete my last two Assignments which due on the 18th Dec. Will be looking forward to the upcoming week! Next week will be visiting the doctor together with Family. Reason, to have the ANT BITE Vaccine jab! -.- It seems to convince me after seeing the words, 'ANT BITE' (feeling i meant). LOL! And YES, Changi Airport with Sister and friends next week too! :))

Well-known K-pop Boy Band, SS501

Kim Hyun Joong (Leader)

Heo Young Saeng (Resembles JJ Lin Jun Jie)

Kim Kyu Jong

Park Jung Min (Carrot-Lover)

Kim Hyung Joon (Youngest and admire him the most)

SS501, great singers and good dancers! :)

You're Beautiful (Korean Drama) I'm going to watch it now, BESTIE! c(: Do give it a try, Peepos!

See you^3

2009-11-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

I know my roll & I play it well.
Finally found a place,
that can hear my sound.
I've set you free,
hope you will have a happy life. :)

All time favourite (Choco Fondue)

A date with Sister. (Peek Peek PEEKTURES^^)

Thursday, 26 November 2009

Ladies night! (Secondary School Clique)

MS YUKI YAKI :D

Glad that the girls are doing well! =)

Warm gathering^^

2009-11-21T21:19:00.000-08:00

ONE WEEK RANDOM POSTS!

18 Nov

Trip down to Grandparents' House. Had a marvellous breakfast with Grandma and family members. Mom
told me, Whampoa Market has one of the best Prawn Noodles stalls in Singapore. Of course, there are still
many good foods worth trying. Especially one of my favourite Carrot Cake, I can nearly finished up two packets. It's really delicious! After breakfast, went to temple with Mom and Aunt. After praying, brought chubby Joseph (nephew) to Bugis for shopping spree. Whenever he's around, I can't stop myself to play childhood games with him. E.g. Catching, Handy Manny Games .. Lol! After Sister and I bought our bags, heels and outfits, we all headed back to Grandparents' House for dinner and home sweet home.

20 Nov

Shopping spree with Sister again! Headed to Far East Plaza, Sister buys this buys that while for me, nothing caught my eyes. Next stop, Marina Square Carl's Junior for dinner before I go to school.

21 Nov

Family day! We went to Fortunate Restaurant which located at Toa Payoh for Dim Sum. It's the best dim sum ever! After that, went to Vista Point as Sister wanted to buy contact lens. I've chose a Black and Brown Geeky Spec too, which costs 110 bucks. Thanks Dad! :D Dad suggested to go People's Park as he wanted to buy outfits and shoes so we went all the way down. After shopping, we headed to Chomp Chomp for dinner. Nice food - stuffy environment!

Favourite Korean Boy Band! Aren't they amazing?

More gatherings with Secondary Cliques and Besties next week! It's time for a jog with Sister tomorrow! :)

2009-11-15T00:39:00.000-08:00

I'm not saying that it's a piece of cake.
Just take a moment to reevaluate ..
The possibilities,
the situations,
the opportunities,
that are waiting .. Life should be that simple! :)

Changi Airport with Bestie,
Jumbo (East Coast Seafood Centre) with Family members,
TopOne & TeaDot with Sister & Xin Yi.

Strawberry Tiramisu, Cookie Monster Tea & one of my favourite tea, Lollipop Earl Grey.

Can't wait till Christmas!

2012, gonna catch this movie tomorrow. :D

2009-10-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

Self-concept & self-esteem

Yesterday was my last lecture lessons of Motivation, the very last module which is 'Education Psychology' will be coming up next week. Woots~ Seldom felt so alive and fun throughout the night with my instructor and schoolmates. As most of the time, lessons will be so wordy and full of facts for life. And I would say there's too little time for us to build bonds with each other. But after communicating with some of them yesterday, we're definitely more close with one another compared to the past. Hardly will I meet and get to know friends who have the same occupation interest as me, I'll love to know each of them more in future. :)

I would like to ask: When's the last time you received positive comments from others?

I'm sure you peepos will feel full of shiok-ness when you hear someone saying something good about you!

Those who were present, were being instructed to write something nice about everyone in class. It doesn't matter even if you do not know the person well enough. When I was looking through all the praises that were listed by my friends, I can't help it, but to keep on smiling. It's so nice to see everyone smiles sweetly at that point of time! Sometimes, its really great to hear praises so as to keep us motivated in doing things better but we should always remember to do everything in moderation.

*

Lastly,

Sign off .. ;)

2009-10-24T21:18:00.000-07:00

Feeling kind of relieved that I've just completed two major essay assignments! Currently in the process of revision, exams is coming in one week time. =/

These few weeks ..

Marina Square (Ala Carte Buffet),
it's worth to go there again. Choco Fondue - Superb! :D

Bugis (TopOne),
never feel sick of singing with a group of good friends!

Prawing in Bishan,
first time try and it was awesome! Though I don't really fancy prawns, the prawns there were real big and fresh.

Yishun (The Manhattan Fish Market),
it's my first time too. I've to admit that it's much more better than Fish & Co. ;p

Miss you girls so much, we gotta meet up SOON!

Enjoy; ciao :)

2009-10-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

Marina Barrage, Picnic. I'll definitely make a trip there with family and friends end of this year. Can't wait for Sis & my exams to end!

Nice ambience!!

I can't resist my temptation towards cheese,

Strawberry Cheesecake is the dessert I'm craving for C(:

2009-10-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

WEEKENDS! :)

I've been busy doing my assignments these few days. Feeling quite stress up with studies currently, somemore exams fever round the corner. Time flies so fast! Still left with two more modules before I graduate next year. My Dearie Sister and almost all my friends have been busy mugging now. And I'm mentally prepared to be a hardcore student these few months so as to exchange for a bright future.

Tomorrow buffet & movie :D
I can't stop myself from skipping buffet though I'm seriously on diet now. Anyway I will be going for a jog with Dad next week. C(:

There's a video from Youtube that I want to share with you, peepos. He have an absolutely fabulous voice! Enjoy ~

PS. Hope that you will have an enjoyable Birthday Celebration^^ Take care!

2009-10-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

Children Day,
Astons,
East Coast Park! :D

1st of October, spent my day with Betties Cliques. Celebrated Youth Day instead of "Children Day". An enjoyable outing I would say! :)

Our first encounter with poor service from East Coast Road, Astons. Overall, foods were great.

I have never ride on a bicycle before. With Betties's help, managed to ride on it and it's pretty fun though I fell once and that goes: OUCH! lol

It's so relax to look at the blue wide sky and listen to the sound of the sea!

Before we step into our busy lifes, I've got to say you girls are GREAT ! I don't have the guts to imagine what should I do if I'm without Betties's presence. So before we get to gather and enjoy like one bunch of crazy ladies during December, I wish you all the best in your studies!

'Work hard and enjoy later,
do it once and do it well!'

2009-09-22T08:21:00.000-07:00

Recently, I have been gaining weight. -.- Cheeks and belly getting bigger and rounder each day passes and I'm feeling so annoyed by those unwanted fats ! The worse is, I have difficulty wearing some of my clothes. Oh my goodness gracious, FAINT >.< So I decided to plan a 'Weight-Loss TimeTable' for myself lol.

(1) No supper is allow during midnight
(2) More fruits and veggies, less meat and oily foods
(3) At least must jog 1/2 times per week

(4) Before sleep, do at least 20 sit-ups

(5) If possible, sleep early as people who always burn midnight oil will eventually become fat one day

Managed to jog with Bestie, An Qi and Jan today. It was a successful day and I'm glad that I can actually wake up so early just to exercise under the hot sun and perspired. I shall keep up the good work LOL Before I jump onto my bouncy bed, just to share one video with you guys which I find it niceee :)

Life, somehow similar to chocolate.

It can either be sweet at times, or bitter.

I just don't know why, makes me think of you out of sudden.
Anyway I'm contended !

GOOD NIGHT TO ALL <3

2009-09-19T04:57:00.000-07:00

First Japanese guy that makes me fall in love at first sight, HARUMA MIURA !

Is he adorable and hot ?? Oh YES, he is :) He's currently 19, great in acting and singing. Rarely do I watch Japanese dramas, movies nor listen to Japanese songs. But ever since I watched the movie, Sky Of Love (Koizora) and drama, Gokusen 3, immediately I fall in love with it. Both shows were acted by Haruma, and I strongly recommend you peepos to watch it :D They were so meaningful and touching! Rated 5* He looks so different and outstanding with his milkish white-blonde hair. And oh ya,one of my hot favourite song, Gutless (KONJOU NASHI) by Haruma. Niceee ^,* I'm going to be a drama-hopper' soon, no more Taiwan dramas LOL Next will be watching "Negative Happy Chain Saw Edge", maybe? c(:

Tomorrow Mommy will be helping me to dye my hair REAL black. When I typed 'REAL black', means I want it to be duper black lol Say buh bye to my brownish hair ~ Lastly, not to forget, everyone shall have an enjoyable sunday ahead ! =)

2009-09-12T04:17:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with Blogger setup nowadays? Neither can I change the words Font size nor upload pictures. Luckily Sis reccommended me to do a proper post at ( http://draft.blogger.com/home ). You guys can try it out. :) Yesterday went back to school to check my Sociology Module's Final-Term results,surprisingly I scored a grade of B. At first thought that I may not do well as in the middle of it,I can't find a suitable and experience tutor to guide me. Anyway I'm happy with my overall result. :D

Seoul Garden 4 September '09

Spare us for doing all these posts,that's us!

A few days back,caught The Proposal with AnQi and I have to say I do not mind watching it once again. Storyline was fantastic and rated it 5*. First movie that made me shed a few drops of tears away lol. Its time for a run,to remove all my unwanted and extra FATS !!!

2009-09-03T02:43:00.000-07:00

Betties Cliques never fail to give me joy and laughter ((: It's my first time to Yuki Yaki and I've got to say the food were awesome. I can't wait until tomorrow,Seoul Garden with Sister & friends.

2009-08-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

Pictures uploaded
FAMILY GATHERING ((:

2009-08-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

When a woman put on a high heel it makes life more exciting; it's about elegance. I'm one of those who rarely have any high heels at home as I find it's some sort of a ' killing ' shoe. But I'm craving it now especially Strappy High Heels. (look above*) Gosh! I'm going to get one for myself soon :D Nonetheless,women's shoes are an investment! The more,the better .. Applies to outfit too.

2009-08-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

WOOTS ~ ITS 21ST AUGUST :D

I had enjoyed myself a lot these past few weeks with family & friends. Those surprises from them really touches my heart.

THANKS Dad & Mom for bringing me to Sakura Buffet! Indeed ate a great deal of food,causing me to put on weight now. Lol

15 of August is a memorable day!

THANKS HS Cliques too although we were all so tired that day! You guys ROCK so much just like how we were shaking on the dance floor. Haha

Not forgetting my beloved friends,especially BESTIE

Despite you girls having exams,still make the effort to make me feel shocked and happy LOL My heart melts the moment when I saw you & Jan out of a sudden appeared in front of me!

Simply LOVE YOU ALL<3

Just turn 19 and WOAH,there's a lot of things I want to do ! Shall state a few of them ..

Going to take my driving licence after I complete my Degree ..

Really hope to go for a holiday trips with friends.

Most importantly,wish that the people around me will stay happy & healthy always included me!

Exams finally over but there's still assignments for me to complete again. Hopefully I will score well for both of my modules =/

I'm so looking forward to Sakura Buffet,Seoul Garden,Teadot,Marina Barrage & many MORE!

Coussie flew back from Canada with her husband and baby daughter last Sunday! There will be gathering & buffet on Saturday,can't wait !

Lastly,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BELOVED MOMMY<3

2009-08-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

" Happy Birthday,Beloved Mommy <3 "

I'm able to upload photos but not through Blogger. Anyway don't say I'm not good,copied & paste the pictures code from Photobucket for you Peepies to see. Big enough right? LOL

Dad brought the whole family to Sushi Tei for lunch. It's been a while since we have an outdoor relaxing meal together.
I'm so overjoy to see my family smile widely & enjoy themselves.
Sister and I bought Dino's signature cake for Mom.
Do hope Mommy will love the surprise that we gave her. :))
There's some words that I want to say ..

THANKS MOMMY for loving us so much
THANKS MOMMY for taking care of us
THANKS MOMMY for cooking delicious food to fill our stomach without fail
THANKS MOMMY for nagging & scolding us for countless of times,we know that its for our own good
THANKS MOMMY for giving birth to both Sister & me,so as to be your fortunate beloved daughters
THANKS MOMMY for everything !

You're the best woman that I ever know.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MUACKS<3
We'll always love you,Mommy! (Daddy too) :D

P/S. This will be the song that I will perform this coming Friday. ;p

* DON'T GO AWAY *

你还是走了我有点不舍该说点什么
我不是哭了是阳光折射眼睛也红了颜色
不懂为什么快乐像冰淇淋口中
溶化得特別冲动
不懂为什么树叶染红的时候
就到要分手

Don't,don't go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Don't,don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有

我还在听着你写过的歌留言在部落格
成长的选择没有过预设像苹果一样青涩
不懂为什么快乐像冰淇淋口中
溶化得特別冲动
不懂为什么树叶染红的時候
就到要分手

Don't,don't go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Don't,don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
喔...喔

能不能夠让时间回头
So don't,don't go away
Don't,don't go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Don't, don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有

2009-07-29T22:44:00.000-07:00

Someone said I looked like Doraemon. LOL!

P/S. The guy standing behind me must be curious & shocked after seeing this. =/

It's been a while since I last posted. As usual,I have been busy with school work and exams are coming in two weeks time. Besides this,free time were spent with families and friends. And not forgetting,received double* Birthday in Advance surprises from beloved friends. Thankiew HS Cliques too! There will be more coming up - Sunday 16 August. I have postponed the date as I've got to complete all my assignment and examinations. Last paper will be on 15 August,so on the 16th I can jump freely like a monkey always use to. LOL! I will upload all pictures on 21st of August,so stay tune Peepies! Before my blog is dead,remember to stay tune this coming Sunday too. Dad,Sister and I plan to give my beloved mommy a Birthday surprise. :)

2009-07-13T23:14:00.000-07:00

An ordinary outing,

with a small groups of childhood friends,

occupied our day with ..

laughters & never ending gossips,

of course will not forget a Simple Song

to make our day more meaningful !

2009-07-07T22:33:00.000-07:00

The Eiffel Tower (French: Tour Eiffel) is an Iron Tower built on the Champ de Mars beside the Seine River in Paris. The tower has become a global icon of France and is one of the most recognizable structures in the world. It is about 81 levels in a conventional building. More than 200 million people have visited the tower since its construction in 1889. How I wish I'm the one who already visited the tower! *My HoneyMoon Dream Place* :D

PS. Before I forget,currently I have been admiring a guy,name: Elson Soh. And Oh My Gracious God,he have a fantastic voice! Especially when he sang 'Everything' by Wang Li Hong and 'More Than Words'. :)) I admire his character too. " Do not leave this world with regrets,make use of the precious time to complete the things that you want to do"

2009-07-05T09:01:00.000-07:00

The 19 Year Old Virgin:

"My next will be my last" is reaffirmed after my prior failed relationship. Love cannot be rushed and it doesn't matter even if it takes years to find that special someone in exchange for lifetime happiness. Although I really do hope that my next will be my last,then again,life's unpredictable. Any outcomes,either is positive/negative,can still appear surprisingly. The journey in life is definitely unfair and not all smooth-sailing. I have always ask myself,"Isn't life all about this?" It is just a phrase that every single one on earth has to go through bravely. To those who meet with current failure relationship,I do hope that it will serve you guys as a motivating factor. As for myself,it has molded me to become a stronger person since then. I had rely too much on that (past*) special someone in the past and I know it's a mistake that I had made. I want to stand on my own feet and be a independent woman from now on. Nevertheless,I'm glad that some of my friends do share similar sentiments as I do. :)

2009-07-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

Attended my first Vocal Singing lesson at Music Forest. Instructor: Huan Jie:) He's quite humorous and had loads of fun throughout the lesson. Bestie and I were VERY nervous when its our turn to sing alone without music tempo! I sang 对的人 by 戴爱玲 while Bestie sang 他和她的故事 by Elva. There's a male student in my class who sang .. (OOPS! Forgot the title of the song. =X) I admire his voice! :D Learned some diaphragm exercises,I'm sorry do not know how to say in Chinese. Its too profound. LOL! Anyway I'm gonna strive hard on my Psychology Course and my singing of course. Although I had some difficulties with my Sociology Module currently and Mid-Term Examinations starts the following week. Looking forward to my Singing lesson with Bestie tomorrow,Woots^^ Something to announce and I'm sure some of my friends going to be shock and thinks that I'm crapping: 我要减肥 Muahaha .. .. ..

2009-06-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

Overdue Pictures ~ C(:

[ Friday, June 19, 2009 ]

The day that I get to meet HighStreet Cliques. :D It had been weeks ever since I gather with them. As usual,outing was fun! Get to see some new friends. Watched "Drag Me To Hell" at Cineleisure and I rated it : 4/5^^ Although storylines are common but I got shocked by a few times. There are some funny parts too. Worth to watch it again. Before we went in the Cinema Theatre,Hui Qing and I went to the toilet and we saw a guy who dress up 80% like a woman talking to himself. Gosh! He is Mr 贝多芬 ! HAHAHA! C(: Human beings are so complicated and unique. Different types of people also have. Lol! =X After movie,all of us decided to go TOPONE !!! We sang from 2.30-5.30am. We were all tired but it was still enjoyable. That's pretty cool! Haha! :D:D:D Anyway I'm looking forward to this coming Friday Singing lesson! Hope the lesson will not cancel again and I already decided what song to prepare.

PS. If you guys take a closer look,I have put on weight. Tsk .. LOL! =X

2009-06-15T00:16:00.000-07:00

My Dream School

I'm superly excited now can !!! :D:D:D Last week,Bestie and I went to Tanjong Pagar to register our vocal singing lessons at Music Forest. WOOTS ~ Although its kinda expensive,my beloved parents did not forbid me to participate. THANKS A LOT! :)) I do hope to bump into other singers these few years when I'm practicing! Especially my Singapore Idol,JJ Lin Jun Jie. First lesson will begin this Friday,I'm feeling nervous now. Bestie,let's strive hard for our future and let our voice rocks on every atmosphere ~ C(:

2009-06-07T00:58:00.000-07:00

[ June 06,2009 ]

First of all going to wish my beloved Bestie : " HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! " I can see she enjoys herself a lot on friday. C(: " Bestie,strive hard for your dreams and future! Most importantly,stay happy and healthy always! Do you want me to 'Say It One More Time'? " Hahaha! A few days ago,went to school to check my results and I'm so relieved and overjoyed that I had passed my two modules. :D:D:D Currently striving hard for my Sociology. Tons of assignments to complete again and exams are around the corner. Nowadays,been duper addicted to TopOne rather than K-Box. My first love has always been singing. I can guarantee you all,try once and you'll never ever going to be regret about it. Hope to go again soon,anyone? :)

2009-06-02T01:53:00.000-07:00

Peepies,"How are you today?" C(: Well,its been quite some time ever since I updated my blog. Anyway time passes real fast and my new instructor (i guess) will be teaching my upcoming module,Sociology. I'm looking forward to tomorrow lesson and new friends. :D:D:D Just passed by one of my Girlfriend's blog and I have something to say. My dear friend,please do not think that you are nobody! Everyone have their own unique character and I'm sure everybody knows your presence. Be optimistic and cheer up! :)

When I'm beside you,I feel a strong sense of love.

That's the feeling I ain't felt before.

Although in your eyes,I can't see my future clearly.

But you're my Angel that was sent to earth.

Seriously,tons of memories keep flashing through my mind.

The only thing that I can do is to give you my best wishes.

There's something I really wish to know.

Is it true that I'm not the only one?

Is it true that you're just having fun with my heart?

If there's no chance for me to find out the truth,

it wasn't real when you said "I love you".

2009-05-07T10:11:00.001-07:00

Since its holiday period,spent most of my free time with family and friends. Went out with Bestie,Girlfriends,Secondary and HS cliques. As usual,have LOADS of fun with them especially with my dear Bestie. :D Can you all imagine we actually sing for about two hours at her house's bus-stop today? And I can say our voice consider loud and it is our first time sing so freely in the public with quite a number of people staring at us. LOL! C(: No wonder she is fated to be my *BFF* as we do not care how others look or comment about us. I dare to say its part of relaxation,I'm feeling so much better now because of her crazy accompany. HAHAHA! Thanks Bestie! Last movie that I just watched with Stanley and Hui Qing,Friday 13th. Gosh! It's freaking GORE can! Although storyline isn't that surprising but the way Jason kills people,it's duper disgusting! -.- Anyway this sunday,maybe watching X-men Origins:Wolverine with HS cliques. Will continue blogging soon! See you:)

2009-05-04T11:20:00.000-07:00

Hey Peepies,no worries for me kay? My beloved parents told me " Everyday is a brand new day! " And I'm going to say I will be fine the next day so happy-go-lucky luh,right? :D For this post,I shall make it short and update more tomorrow. Going to announce LOUDLY: My exams are over and one month holiday's mood! I desperately need a job now so as to occupy my free time if not my body will rot at home one day. So once again,if have jobs to introduce,kindly leave a tag in my blog. A BIG THANKIEW! Nevertheless,I will hunt jobs these few days too. Before I stop typing,does anyone know why my ambition is to become a Psychologist? I doubt Bestie know it right? Never mind,I shall let those interested and not interested ones to know my reason for it. LOL! C(:

First,I guess loads of people may think that studying Psychologist Course is a very interesting subject,so do I.

Second,whenever I help clients to solve their current problems and let them live their live to the fullest makes me feel a sense of satisfaction.

Last,if I have kids in future,I can guide them in a proper way and they will feel that they are the most fortunate children in the world. And and and .. They will love me more! HAHAHA! :D

2009-05-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

D: I'm not feeling alright now. This world is so unpredictable. Everyone of us do not even know what will happen the very next moment and this make me feel so insecure. Bestie and I were having fun so crazily and we bumped into someone that makes me feel surprised and unhappy. Once bestie asked me,what if there is one day I get to see him unknowingly? How will I react? She must have know the answer by now. It had been years ever since I see him. Once he gave me countless of memories to reflect on,once he let me feel I'm the most fortunate girl in the world,once he let me feel this world is so realistic. But it is me,a girl who is facing different types of scenario in life,learn that time can actually proves everything and change someone's character. Before this incident happen,he is the guy who I respect the most. I felt very guilty towards him as well. All these while,I have been hoping that he will be able to find his right one in future and wish that he is doing fine all these years. But its just like snapping my fingers for about one second,the guy that I know is no longer there anymore. He seems to be a totally different person to me,I'm so disappointed. Besides my Dad,he is the second good guy I should have say. But now in my mind,he is being destroy and makes me feel that good guy is already extinct. I guess there's no need for me to feel guilty anymore and should let bygone be bygone. Sincerely hope that he will not snatch away my friend's girlfriend. If you are a gentleman,you should respect love and be mature on what you are doing. Don't ever let me think that you are a despicable guy!

2009-04-18T09:26:00.000-07:00

Gonna apologise to my dearest Twinnie (Fannie) and Sis (Hui Qing) for today! I'm sure to make it up for you girls during my holidays. Final examinations are around the corner and I'm busy preparing for it,so my blog will be so dead for a few weeks. Last paper will be on 2nd of May and after that,I'll be having one month holidays. Hey PEEPIES,any jobs to introduce to me? :)

2009-04-12T04:22:00.000-07:00

Every Sunday will be the only day when all of my family members are free. Beloved parents will take younger Sister and I to eat GOOD FOOD! We headed to Changi Airport. When Dad was driving along the way,out of a sudden had a peaceful feeling. Seeing areoplane flying safely in the sky,beautiful orchids surrounded beside the road and playing R & B English songs in the car made me feel I'm the most fortunate girl in this world. Nothing is troubling me at that time and I was simply happy when I'm with them. In my Lim's family,there are three great eaters except my crappy Sister. Because she's on diet! =X After having a satisfying lunch,we decided to go Cold Storage. For me,hunting for chips so as to keep my stomach full for 24 hours! While Sister aiming CHOCOLATES! LOL! Beside food,parents bought both of us bags too. I love it very much and thanks a lot! <333

^^Pictures updated! (Outing with my beloved Bestie)

Combing my hair.

Purposely slipped to the left side. LOL!

Freestyle Models in the toilet,that's the only place. HAHA!

2009-04-05T20:30:00.000-07:00

A friend is like an oreo,

its not always that great as nothing is perfect,

but do not get worry or fear to get close to them as its always gets better!

Friends are the sunshine of life. (:

2009-04-03T21:28:00.000-07:00

3 April 2009

TO ALL MY FRIENDS,

for those who are entering polytechnic in a few weeks time,hereby wishing you all to study and play hard at the same time! "DO IT ONCE AND DO IT WELL too!" Especially my beloved Bestie,anything can just call the emergency number > 9726_ _ _ _ C(: Went out with Ex-Secondary's Clique before their school reopens. Took several pictures and I'll upload it as soon as possible. For me particularly,Singapore do not fill with beautiful sceneries around as I can understand it's a small country but I have to admit it's the cleanest of all. How I wish I can go abroad with my friends,especially Japan and Taiwan !!! Currently watching Korean Drama which is duper famous now. "Boys Over Flowers" I seldom watch Korean Drama but I have to say this is the best of all! Recommend those who have not watch it yet. You guys will never regret it,I promised. Shall stop here and complete my left over assignments ~

2009-03-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

27 & 28 March 2009

Spent my free time with Besties and HS friendys these two days. Although the activities were common,but I enjoyed myself very much! Watched "The Unborn" and I rated it as 2/5. The storyline did not surprise me but the pictures and sound effects had shocked me a couple of time. =/ I still prefer "Coming Soon" as it gave me a satisfaction feeling after watching it! I'm so looking forward for the outing that being organise by Stanley. Cycling at East Coast Park and having BBQ's food for dinner. Simply love all my friends in this world! True happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice. c(:

^^Gonna blog about something more personal and it's my first time typing my feelings out about him*. I guess I should believe in fate that led me coincidently bumped into him* several times this year. He was the first guy who made me fall in love with him at first sight! Naturally,everytime when I see him,my heart will keep beating non-stop. He was my childhood prince* and I did not see him for a couple of years yet he reappear in front of me again. Of course,I felt DUPER overjoyed and nervous! Honestly,I'm not his friend. The only thing that I know is just his presence in this world. I do not have the courage to confess my feelings to him all these while. There's something that I know about him,that is he goes for inner beauty more that outer appearance. That proves that I do not fall in love with him wrongly during the first time. Wish and hope that he'll gain his happiness and good health always ~ :D

2009-03-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

* I Still Believe In Love by Jenny Hyun *

It was a clear summer day

When I saw the tears in your face

I knew that our time was up on us

Our moment of end was so fast

But the kiss of goodbye always lasts

Not even time could fade it away

Even though you are no longer here

There is still something between us

Even though life isn't fair

I'd never lose my trust

Chorus:

Just another lesson to be learned

(Gotta move on and not lose faith)

Just another obstacle to face

(Live my life before it gets too late)

I won't give up,I won't stay down

This is what life's worth living for(Life's worth living for)

I still believe in love

I'm holding the warmth of your lips

It feels like the time we first kissed

When all of the stars lined up for us

But like the wind you said goodye

And left me alone here to cry

We shouldn't have gone our separate ways

Even though you are no longer here

There is still something between us

Even though life isn't fair

I'd never lose my trust

Oh well,I'll be free starting from tomorrow onwards as I'm taking my last paper of my Mid-Term Examinations! 100% of freedom for about three to four days? After relaxation period is over,I have to complete my left over assignments and prepare for my upcoming Final Examinations. -.- Pray hardly that I'll be able to pass two of my psychological modules !!! Immediately after exams,will accompany friends and families more like I always do. Gonna have a date with my beloved Mr Brown! Haha! And outings with HS friendys! I'll never forget the memories that I spent with them. It's party time !!! c(:

2009-03-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

Blog updated,Sis! :) Mid - Term Examinations are around the corner so I'm trying my very best to mug as much as possible. At the same time,I'm worry too. For those who know me,should able to tell how weak my english foundation is. I'm scare that I'll not be able to score my results with flying colours,but I'm sure I'm not going to give up. God bless me! Recently just bought these two outfits above at Princess Wardrobe. After receiving it,felt a little disappointed with the materials of the clothes. I still prefer the dress in pink after trying out but it's too revealing. Anyway Bestie,thanks again for helping me to order the clothes! :D Had a heart warming day ahead with my beloved family members. Because of their presence,I'll always feel being love,warmth and secure. Thanks to my beloved parents who will always bring my crappy younger Sister and I to eat good food and buy the things that we want or like at first sight!

Messages for someone who I'll treat as stranger from now on:

I need to get this off my chest and blogged about it instead of bottling it up. Many who have known me,knows I'm a person who flare up easily if someone tries to provoke me when I do nothing wrong. But after a few seconds or mintues,I'll just let things go because I never liked hating someone. Life is too short to hate a person and we should rather enjoy life to the fullest and make the best use out of it. However,after this incident,nothing can ever be the same like how we used to,nothing can change the fact that this actually happened. This is the first surprising matter that can made me pissed off for several months. I had been cooling and heating up a couple of times when you get involved in my life circle. I pray hardly that you'll never appear in front of me again. You're the first disgusting and freaking one that I ever known in this world. The only and best solution for me is to keep a distance and I'm very sure my life will definitely be better off. You're just a human who wears a mask that has an ugly dark side beneath it.

2009-03-03T09:12:00.000-08:00

I was being tagged by Jan in FaceBook to complete this homework. LOL! =X

MY HOMEWORK IS:

I'm required to answer ALL the following questions.
Tag 16 people and repost it with the title:
I've done 42 out of the 132 stupid things. >.<

99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things! (Although that's not really an achievement. HAHAHA!)

NOT STUPID
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(*) Drank Alcohol

Level 2
(*) Are / Been In Love
(*)Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
(*) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(*) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

Level 4
( ) Once Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(*) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

Level 5
(*) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(*) Taken Pain Killers
(*) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

Level 7
(*) Had A Tea Party
(*) Flown A Kite
(*) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(*) Played Dress Up

Level 8
(*) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game
( ) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Level 9
(*) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

Level 10
(*) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(*) Been cheated on
(*) Been Misunderstood

Level 11
(*) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

Level 13
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(*) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

Level 14
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying

Level 15
(*) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(*) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(*) Sang Karaoke PS. I LOVE TO SING !!! :P
(*) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

Level 16
(*) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(*) Made a Prank Phone Call
(*) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(*) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(*) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
(*) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(*) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

Level 20
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(*) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

Level 21
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(*)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(*) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

Level 23
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(*) Visited Jail

Level 24
(*) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(*) Been Easily Amused

Level 25
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
( ) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
( ) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( ) Tried to hurt yourself

Level 27
(*) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

Level 28
(*) Been Used
(*) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(*) Bitten Someone
(*) Licked Someone

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

2009-03-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

28 February 2009

Highstreet 5's gathering !!! Met up to celebrate Fannie birthday in advance at Cineleisure K-Box. :D:D:D Thanks Stanley for being a great organiser! As usual besides singing,I hunt for food and tibits. LOL! =X The more we meet up,more time to understand each other better. I get to understand how Stanley Concert was being carried out. HAHAHA! All of us shared to buy a big CUTE bear for Fannie,hope that she likes the present^^ It's my first time singing for almost 8 hours. Satisfied to the max.. ~ ((: After the celebration,took cab home with Hui Qing.

1 March 2009

Didn't manage to have enough sleep as I have to attend early morning Church Service. Slept for one hour and woke up to get ready myself. SUPER DUPER tired! =.= Met up with all my friends at Marsiling and headed to Lavendar. It's been a long time since I last went to church,for what I had promised Bestie,dragged myself there with them. =X I just enjoyed myself singing during the service. Sing again? LOL! Church songs are so smooth and nice. I feel comfortable and relax whenever I listen to them. =) While during bible study session,I can't even concentrate as I'm falling asleep. What keeps me awake is all my friends around me,I talk and laugh softly with them. Endless of topics to chat among us ~ After service,headed to Marina Square. Had Carl's Junior for lunch. Everyone of us was discussing about our plans for March's outing before Bestie starts school. Was very excited as we're booking chalet so immediately went to Pasir Ris as Chynna have the NTUC card. But when we reached there,she realised that she did not bring her card along. =.= What a wasted trip! Lol! In the end,we have other plan. Will go Party World on 27 March,sing until dawn. Woohoo! Went back CauseWay Point after that. Had Sukae Sushi for dinner. Ohh gosh! I had spent all my money this week. No saving! D: Going to try my best to cope myself at home this week so as not to spend money on unnecessary stuffs. =x

2009-02-25T10:45:00.000-08:00

Previous blog skin was corrupted so this is the new one. :) Its 2.50am and I'm so tired but just want to put every of my feelings out before I go to sleep. =X This time round,is my turn to say " I miss him " , " I love him ". I can only said it here and the worst is he will never know about it. ): I'm able to contact him actually but because I do not have the guts or so call " face " to find him. Reflected back how he treated me in the past,I had not much confidence and I'm afraid to be hurt again. Because of this reason,I had broke the promise that I made to him. Overall,I still did not give him time to change. I'm scared .. Fear of that painful feeling and no longer trust him anymore. I hate myself for feeling guilty as I broke my promise! I hate myself for feeling reluctant now and I'm the one who let him go first! I hate myself why am I still loving him so deeply! Whenever he comes back to me,I hate myself for not walking to him and think carefullly whether to give him another chance but instead I ran back to him everytime. I felt unfair. I had tried my very best to be a good girlfriend,put in so much effort and yet his cooperation is always temporarily. Many many things were getting involved after we played a game call HighStreet 5. Can I blame other parties? I can't! If his heart is firm with me,nothing will goes wrong. I felt that I'm foolish to give him so many chances. A guy who said he loves me but is with another girl,realised his mistake and came back to me. Thought that he really change for me this time round,but still hurting me until now. I just want to say,I'm a human too! I have feelings and why must you be so cruel to me? I maybe venting all my angers out here but who can I blame? Of course is to blame myself for making such a careless mistake from the starting! You keep your " face " or " pride " in good protection,you care for others more than me! I'm just the girl who you'll notice once I'm gone. You said you're pathetic,shouldn't I be the one? At least I had done my job but what about you? You didn't cherish the chance that I gave you all these while. For the last chance,I gave up first as I'm scare to accept the fact that you'll not treat me right again. I'm fated to read your blog but I'm holding 50-50 percentage of trust. You can't blame me for that. And the fact is that we're not fated to be together ~

2009-02-11T23:29:00.000-08:00

" HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY " in advance !!! Hereby,wishing every couples stay happy always and last long with each other forever ~ :D While for those who're currently single,please do not feel lonely as I'm sure you're being love by the people around you. Enjoy your day on saturday. Less than one month time,YQZ will be going overseas. ): At this moment of time,I'm totally loss of words to say. How should I express my feelings out? Even if I junk all my thoughts here,will everything change to the better? I should have say I'm reluctant to let him go! )= Finally I'hd said it in my blog as I do not have the guts to tell him how am I feeling right now. Recently,he create a blog for himself. Lol! His blog link is: " http://www.vrlhiengur.blogspot.com/ ". The alpabets are not in sequence order and he want me to guess until I get his correct link. =.= He have accumulated all his feelings in his blog and I'm so curious about what he type! Before he leaves Singapore,he'll delete his blog. Anyone out there may help me to figure out his actual blog link ??? I hope that I'm fated to read his blog before he delete it away.

2009-02-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

6 February 2009

Its been a long time ever since I met up with An Qi (Angie*)! HAHA! Finally both of us are free,hope to have more MORE outings with her soon. :)) Nowadays,Bestie always turn up late so An Qi,Wan Yi and me waited at Marsiling Mrt Station for about 45 minutes. =X Hope she'll not be late again,she's one of the " kan chiong " lady around my friends circles. LOL! Four of us went to IMM,had MOS burger for dinner. We ate ' clubbing ' burger happily,had a great and crazy conversation until the whole fast food restuarant was covered by our voices and laughter! OMG! It was damn fun and FUNNY with my hyper-active partner,Bestie around! After dinner,headed to Jurong Point. We were all so curious how's the expansion goes ~ More shops and food stalls. Will try one of the dessert stall " Ji De Chi " at JP soon! :D After one whole day of enjoyment,dreaded ourselves home tiredly.

Chinese New Year season is going to end soon! Bestie and I went to Chynna's house for the last CNY's buffet gathering of 2009. Ate the delicious food and went off after staying there for couple of hours. I'm broke now as I almost spent all my red packets $$$ less than two weeks! =.= Bought accessories,cosmetics,outfits,went salon for hair treatment and other unecessary stuffs .. =X Bestie and I nearly spent 100 bucks at TheFaceShop today. One of the sales girl introduced me a Pure Water Facial Mist and I find it quite good as it helps to control the oil appearing on my face. I still have many things to buy !!! Ohh gosh! Nothing is free in this world! Money,money,money .. It's a MONEY world! Lol!

2009-01-28T18:36:00.000-08:00

Enjoyed myself a lot during Chinese New Year with my love ones! :)) How about you guys,do you have a wonderful celebration? Although I enjoyed but I still wish to go to Malaysia to celebrate New Year once. Just once! To feel their crowded and noisy atmosphere. Tsk! Singapore is a quiet city. Lol! On chu xi',had a heart warming dinner with my family members. Every Chinese New year,Mom will cook for us delicious food without fear. Or I should say mostly every day. THANKS Mom! =D Chu yi' went to relatives house for visiting. This year managed to build bond with my cousins. At least we did not "dao" each other already or should I say we're no longer the shy type of children anymore. Haha! Catch up with them quite a lot,finally get to know more about them. Chu er',friend's visiting. Went out with my besties and watch " Jia You Xi Shi ". Rating: 3/5 It's a nice movie! =) Still have lots of movies have not watch yet. =X Chu san,ex-BF came to my house to bai nian'. He gave me a little surprise and it's the best present that I ever received! THANKS !!! All I need is time to adjust my feelings so as not to hurt anybody in future. Sometimes,we may tend to say or do something unintentionally to hurt each other but our love bond is always there no matter how much is the percentage of trust within us. As I said,time will prove everything! So let nature take it's course. Promise that I will never mention about the past anymore as it had been done. I just hope whatever you said to me is TRUE. Do not wish to be hurt again! D:

2009-01-24T20:07:00.000-08:00

Firstly,going to wish everyone " HAPPY 牛 YEAR " !!! :D:D:D Woohoo! Let's enjoy the Chinese New year's atmosphere,all the delicious snacks .. food,and of course hope everyone will collect LOTS of red packets too ~ 恭喜发财!

2009-01-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

Met both of my Twinnies >Fannie and Hui Qing .. JJ,Stanley and De Yu at Bugis for steamboat. As usual,girls tend to gossip a lot while the guys pretending to be gays. HAHAHA! =X I enjoyed myself during the gathering,it was duper fun can! Hope the others enjoyed themselves too. Heard some news from him*. Of course my feelings had been shaken a little.

I shall say that it's my first time having supper with my close friends! Do hope that there'll be more supper gatherings with them. Two rounds of supper that will be able to fill our stomach,girls's talk throughout the windy night,gossipped to the core and headed back home happily ~ BESTIE !!! In future have supper's outings,call me along! :))

2009-01-13T07:09:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow will be studying at Park Mall which is located opposite Dohby Ghaut's MRT station. I shall say it's a good news! Mainly,two reasons .. First,school expanding while the other is,it's duper near town areas. Can loiter around Orchard after lessons. HAHA! Beloved Dad bought me a notebook last week because of school usage. I'm a computer idoit so need my helpful Dad to adjust all sort of settings in it. Nowadays,computer thingys are damn complicated! LOL! Anyway gonna say a BIG THANKIEW to Dad !!! I'm so happy and touched,can? I had been craving a personal laptop for years. Haha! Yesterday was the released of O's level results. Messages to all my friends : Those who did well,CONGRATULATION! Continue to study and play hard from now on ~ While for those who didn't reach their expectations,please DO NOT GIVE UP! There're still many ways for you all to succeed so JYJYJY ~ :) It's been a while since I last met up with HighStreet friendys. Looking forward for steamboat on friday with them !!!

2009-01-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

TAIWAN DRAMA to introduce ~ ((: Currently watching this taiwan love comedy > * 放羊的星星 * Handsome actor and pretty actress!!! Envy' HAHAHA! =x It's funny and touching so it's a MUST to watch! Lol! Anyway today it's my first day attending Foundation Diploma in Psychology! One word to describe my feelings for the three hours lessons : COOL !!! Enjoyed myself very muchie! :D School starts at 10.30 am but I was late! =x Since it's my first day,Dad drove me to school but we were caught in the traffic jam. =.= End up,I was the second last student to enter the class. =p Everyone of us created a new name for ourselves during the self-introduction period. For me,I'm " Sociable SeLene " .. LOL LOL LOL! Friends out there,don't laugh when you read this! HAHAHA! There's one great news that I heard in class today !!! Teacher-in-charge who is Knowledgable Khim told the class that it's a must to have a laptop during this module and she expected us to bring it everyday starting from next week! WOOHOO !!! Dad's going to buy me a LAPPY who I have been craving for SO LONG !!! Haha! After lessons,met up with Bestie and Jan. Headed to town area and was planning to watch "Bedtime Stories" but in the end it was cancelled. End up,gossiping with each other at Carl's JR! It's frenchy fries day and all of us had french fries for lunch. Lol! Headed back home and found out that Crappy Sister had injured herself today! )= She told me that she laughs and then she falled and I was like >>> =.= She's still a BABY GIRL to me! =) Cried out as she's in pain and my job was to pat her back and console her,nagging were presence too! =p Hope she will recover soon! Looking forward for my laptop and tomorrow lessons which hold in the afternoon,means that I can sleep MORE ~

Ps : Friendys,if you all want to watch Bedtime Stories remember to call me along too! I'll definitely join! :D

2009-01-04T07:47:00.000-08:00

Cam-whoring' ~ :D:D:D

Due to tomorrow is my first day of school,Bestie arrange friends gathering today! Thanks YVONNE! :)) They came to meet me for lunch at Douby Guat after their church services ended. Ate Just Asia again! =x Seriously,get a little sick of the food but it's a nice place to relax ourselves when we were having our meals. =p I guess I will force Bestie to have Ajisen for the next outing! Haha! Chit chatting,gossiping,laughter,emo-ness fills the whole atmosphere of our day! After lunch,walk around Plaza Singapura. As usual,Jan will visit her current favourite place which is "Star Factory" to play her "indoor" basketball. Chynna tag along with her too. Both of them kinda good in playing it whereas for me? I'm lousy in those stuffs. LOL! =x Headed to Bugis around evening time. Bestie and Chynna went for their manicure session. AWW!!! Envy dao ~ Did not bring enough cash with me so just stood there for nearly 20 - 30 minutes,watching them manicuring! Probably I plan to do it next week or even the week after next??? But it will be more expensive as Chinese New Year is around the corner! Tsk! =.= I bought myself a watch too but I guess I'm going to buy another one soon. Lol! =p Window shopping at Bugis Street makes me feel that I have the urge to buy MORE OUTFITS again !!! It's time to save money so that I can buy more clothes for CNY. WOOHOO! (= Headed back home after spending almost one day outside the crowded places ~ I'm going to school tomorrow and I was like >>> FINALLY,I CAN PURSUE MY DREAM !!! :)) HAHAHA! Going to buck up in my studies and earn countless of money! Will not give up this time! Got to go to sleep,bye peeps ~ zzZ

2009-01-03T08:56:00.000-08:00

Gonna mention the topic "Love" .. Though I knew that most of my posts were about relationships thingys. =x Can I ask something? Why do love hurts SO MUCH??? I know that none of you can give me a satisfy answer! All of us are surviving in a unpredictable and unfair world! It's our human duty to enjoy and suffer when we're all born into this cruel world! Everyone of us have our own personal problems. But one pity thing is that whenever we are hurt by living or non-living things,we have to face the fact by ourselves in those atmosphere that is very quiet and lonely. Even when there're friends who console us at that very short and fast period,they still cannot help much. When someone is upset,there's a way for them to relax themselves. But will they feel much better? As time goes,those sad moments were become their past and memories. It will never be erase out of their life. I had said love is not everything but LOVE AFFECTS MOST OF OUR EMOTIONS!!! Most of the teenagers and adults should have experience those pains during the encounter of relationships. Some take their relationship seriously while some take it for fun! Some can accept the fact of being separate with each other while some cannot! Some even may do foolish things to hurt themselves while some let fate decide how their love life will be! No matter it's my friends or even silent readers,i'm going to give advice to those people who do foolish things for love! I have to agree love can bring people happiness and unhappiness. During dating times,when you're happy to be with your love one .. You will feel that you're jumping in heaven. But when conflicts occur,you'll be hurt and cry in hell. Sometimes you may not know what you're doing to yourselves. Nothing in this world is perfect! I will say that doing something to hurt ourselves for love is superly duperly STUPID !!! You all may think that this advice sounds so COMMON but it's the fact. We can't change the fact but to accept it. Doing foolish actions to hurt ourselves for a unworthy guy or girl is the BIGGEST MISTAKE that you ever do in your life! I just DO NOT UNDERSTAND some may tell me that after cutting themselves,or use materials to make themselves injure .. Can actually reduce their pains that they currently having. What logic is that??? Maybe at that moment when you're hurting yourselves,you will not feel pain. But what about after that moment is over? Marks are on your body and it will never wash away. In the end,you still increase your pains. When you're in pain,will those who make you upset feel hurt? Will they pity you or I should say,will they know about it? Okie,let's say .. If they really know about it,some may feel guilty while some they do not even care! We do not know what will happen to us the very next moment. Before you know whether will they come back to you again,you had already hurt yourselves. Isn't it wrong and unworthy to do those foolish thingys??? Maybe at the point of time,those pain may let you feel that it's hard to breathe but do you all know what's the best medicine to cure each of us? It's TIME !!! All of us know that sad moments past DAMN SLOW,but as long that you're strong enough,nothing is impossible! Remember it's our human duty to accept all those fair and unfair facts in this world! If you encounter failure relationship,always tell yourselves >>> "I'M NOT POOR,I'M THE BEST!!! Without you currently,I may feel very hurt and reluctant! But I have to accept the fact that our love stories have ended. My life will have ten thousand possibilities,as long as I leave the one who's hurting me!" In this world,there are millions,billions and even zillions of guys who have possibilty to fall in love with you. Why still want to hang on with the one who hurt you always? Everyone is imperfect but everyone is perfect at some points too. Even bad ones have their good side too! Love do not lasts forever,nothing lasts forever! Always remember the ones that LOVE EVERYONE OF US THE MOST is our family members! Without their presence,we'll not be able to born in this world to experience what's the feeling of being happy and upset. Since we are already surviving in this cruel earth,we should make full use of it. No matter what's coming up next,just face it bravely and do your part as a human! Cherish our life and live it to the fullest ~ :)

2009-01-01T08:31:00.001-08:00

START AFRESH ~ !!! ((:

2008-12-30T10:44:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling so TERRIBLE now !!! !!! !!! Should I have a big laugh or a big cry ??? I guess I must laugh at myself as I'm 100% TOOPID !!! Mentioning that I really hope that I can go to Siloso Beach during the count down of 2009 but end up ??? Meeting my friends for steamboat tommorow. LOL! What the hell??? A guy who is not sincere and said that I'm his best girlfriend that he ever had! Pui! Now I'm laughing DAMN hard as I'm SO NAIVE to trust his words again and get soft hearted! =.= Anyway I had expected that this outing will not be a success but I'm still very angry !!! Tommorow going to eat a lot during steamboat,play a lot,talk a lot,gossip a lot and I can even SCOLD a lot !!! !!! !!! LOL! =x During the last day of 2009,he still don't let me go. Is it SO DIFFICULT for you to count down 2009 happily with me ??? Watching the beautiful fireworks and have a good time chat tommorow ??? Is it so hard ??? ??? ??? You're the one who organise it and in the end,you hurt me and make me feel that YOU'RE DISGUSTED! I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS !!! I'm stupid,I'm hurt,I'm angry .. All these feelings torture me !!! Are you happy ??? You must be laughing away,seeing me like a fool to trust you times and times again right ??? It's okie,I would not even care how you feel now. Nothing gonna goes well for me when it concerns about you! Seriously,I'm scare of you! I'm so "suay" and toopid* once again! =.= I was like so looking forward to the count down at marina as I had never see fireworks with my love one. In the end,you had gimme this ending >>> =.= In the previous post,I still mentioned that I will always remember the memories that we created! Damn! I'm not going to remember it now! I'M GOING TO FORGET EVERY LITTLE THING THAT CONCERNS ABOUT US !!! I had seen your true colours,others may not see it now. So what if girls surround you? Hello,outer appearance does not stay good looking for long! Everyone will get OLD one day though my looks is more mature than you when I'm younger than you! =x A person like you will never get truelove until you know what is LOVE !!! We're not fated to be couples,we're not fated to be friends too! Do you know what suits us more??? STRANGERS !!! OMG! That's a brilliant answer from me! LOL! Since 2008 I knew you and had memories with you,I'm not going to have any contacts with you.. in 2009! You may said that I'll regret for what I had said. Excuse me! You had prove " YOUR LOVE " for me and I understand how you treat your girlfriend very well! Let me tell you this : I WILL NEVER REGRET !!! You have no position to control me now! Sometimes I wish that I can forget those unhappy incidents quickly but i just can't! This is life,how unfair it is !!! I have to accept it! A guy who never cherish me before,keep pushing me to other guys,hurting his own girlfriend countless of times .. So imperfect or I should say he's 100% imperfect !!! Now I know that these 9 months I had never been your girlfriend before. You had fall in love with a maid called >>> "MARIA LIM" who is me! This is the route that I had chose,I had to blame myself but I have grow smarter in choosing guys from now on but not at the moment! I'm gonna prove to my parents that I will get my Psychology Certificate successfully! Although I know it will be hard for me in the beginning,but I WILL NOT GIVE UP! Last message that I'm going to tell you : Study hard and earn a good income when you start working! So as to let your mom enjoy life in future!

PS. SORRY peeps !!! Type lots of vulgarities in this post! I'm feeling much better after venting out my anger in my blog! LOL! =x THANKS bestie for being a good listener again !!! See you later ~

2008-12-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

The year 2009 is around the corner! Times are bad now,so most probably it will affect most of the things next year. )= 2008 is not a good year for me! So "suay"! LOL! =.= Things did not go smoothly for me ~ Families,friends,relationships .. Anyway shall not mention unhappy stuffs. Still hope that everything will be fine for my family members,everyone and me in 2009 !!! :)) I'm going to start school on 5 of January! It's my first step to pursue my dream! Feeling a little nervous and excited! Haha! Going to work very hard so as not to let my parents and myself get disappointed again !!! (= Countdown 2009 is about two to three days ahead! He* asked me to go Siloso beach to countdown with him! It's romantic,isn't it? :D But will it come true??? I can't predict what will happen to any of us the very next moment. It's my first time to celebrate the new upcoming year so really hope I will be at Siloso beach on 1 January 2009!

2008-12-28T03:38:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO !!! NEW BLOGSKIN !!! (:

2008-12-26T22:07:00.000-08:00

[26 December 2008]

Went out with HighStreet friends yesterday! :)) Met up with Hui Qing,Joicy and her friend. Thought that I will be nervous but I did not feel tense up. Maybe girls get to click with girls in a shorter time. If it's a guy,I will be super nervous and feel shy during meet up. =x Fannie did not turn up for the outing as she's having slight fever,hope she will recover soon! We had Popeye for dinner at Singapore Flyer. After dinner,headed to Cineleisure to meet De Yu (evil Soul*) for movie. =p Halfway,my bag's spoilt !!! Bought it for less than a week and the strip got torn off. =.= Luckily,Hui Qing borrowed me her clips so as to let me carry my bag in a more "proper way". HAHAHA! Before the movie start,went to see the Christmas lightings at Orchard Road although it's my second time viewing it. The lightings were beautiful this year! Carry on,went to StarBucks slacked for a while and went to Cinema theatre. Watched IP Man and I rated it 5 STARS ***** :D:D:D OMG! It's SUPERLY DUPERLY NICEeee !!! Their fighting skills were BRAVO! Some part kinda humorous while some are touching! Expected that the main actor will died in the end. SAD! I admire his character !!! (= Reflecting about the past,how the Japanese conquered Singapore and China .. Started to dislike them more and more ~ Cruel bastard! LOL! =x After movie,headed home! Spent my day with them and it's fun. Ate lots of heaty food these few days,feeling a little unwell .. especially my mouth. Keep accidentally bit my mouth and now it turn to ulcer. Lol! =.= Next outing,will be at K-BOX with HS friends??? WOOHOO!

[25 December 2008]

Christmas gathering with Bestie,Jan and Hui Bin !!! :D Went to Dhoby Ghaut to have JustAsia for so called dinner. HAHA! Chatted lots of funny topics and ate a LOT! Almost sat there for nearly three hours. After dinner,window shopping at Dhoby's shopping centre and guess what we do next??? We eat Carl's Junior! =p Bestie keep saying she's on diet! We're big eater! HAHAHA! Headed to Orchard Road to feel the Christmas atmosphere while Jan went back home. It's SO crowded !!! Was mentioning to Bestie that I wish to buy the cute "tiny Christmas hat" and immediately we found out that it's $5. Expensive ah? Enjoy viewing the lightnings and at the same time,envy those people who wore the tiny hat on their head! Lol! Had a good chat with Bestie when we headed back home. She's always beside me when I had problems nowadays. She's a great advisor! Anyway I had a great Christmas celebration with them! Thanks beloved friends! :))

2008-12-22T06:55:00.000-08:00

[20 December 2008]

Met up with Twinnie(Fannie) and Sis(Hui Qing) at Bugis for steamboat !!! Was kinda nervous as they were actually my online game friends,it was my first time meeting them! But I'm surprised that after when we saw each other,we had topics to chat! COOL! :)) Mentioning about steamboat,I'm hungry again! =x When we were having steamboat,get to know each other better! We gossip a lot too! =p I guess I will not eat "ma la huo guo" again! It's DAMN hottt !!! LOL! I keep perspiring after I ate the spicy meatball! =.= But I find that Hui Qing can really eat spicy food though she find it hot too! Next time gonna try tom yam flavour. Tom yam is niceee! =) After steamboat,met up with Cutie(Pei Yi)! Then we headed to Cineleisure to meet up with De Yu,Baby T and Cutie's boyfriend for movie! ^^ Baby T highlighted his hair,it's ruby red in colour! Though it's VERY "beng" =p but it suits him a lot! Haha! He bought me a silver handbag for Christmas! LOVE IT SO MUCHIE !!! :))) Thanks HUBBY !!! MUACKS! Watched Twilight with them and I rated it 1/5 LOL! It's super boring and I do not find the main actor and actress look attractive. =x Before watching this movie,heard friends saying that the main actor was so gorgeous but after I saw it myself,I find that it's a disappointment to me! =p It gets so boring until my stomach keep calling me for help as I'm hungry! LOL! I'm looking forward for this friday HighStreet gathering !!! It's fun being with them! Friends forever! By the way,I received another good news today !!! I got in to the Psychology Course and I will start school on 5 January 2009 !!! WOOHOO !!! Gonna work hard this time and not going to let my parents down again! :) Tomorrow get to meet Baby T ~ Woohoo!

2008-12-19T07:02:00.000-08:00

Jan invited me to do this Quiz! =x

(1) Do you have secrets?
> Can say so! =p

(2) Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?
> LOL! Of course! All my ex-boyfriends are older than me.

(3) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
> It depends how much I love the guy.

(4) What will you do with a billion dollars?
> Aww .. Sounds tempting !!! Firstly,share it with my family members. Secondly,put some of it into my bank. Thirdly,buy all those necessary and unnecessary things that I really wish to have it now. :))

(5) Will you fall in love with your best friend?
> LOL! She will think that I'm crazy and RUN AWAY !!! Of course not! =.=

(6) What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend wants to do it with you?
> Maybe I will tell him "after marriage .."??? Who can predict the future??? I know I'm outdated and old fashion! =p

(7) How do you define love?
> "LOVE" is feelings,happiness,actions,fortunate and responsibility! But "LOVE" is not everything! "PROMISES" is the thing that can last forever!

(8) If the person you secretly like is already attached,what would you do?
> Have a big cry then slowly let him go ~ =x

(9) Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
> Too many to type it out! After reflecting back now,makes me feel so SWEET^^ Haha!

(10) What makes you sad?
> No matter it's families,relationships,friendships or any other things .. It makes me feel unhappy at times as nothing in this world is perfect!

(11) Describe the person who has tagged you.
> She's a friend of mine and going to wish her "HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY,Jan !!!" :))

(12) Who is currently the most important people to you?
> Families and friends !!! :D

(13) What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
> Don't know. LOL! =p

(14) Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
> It depends! If I will be able to meet my Mr right by that time,I do not mind if he's poor! =)

(15) What is your favourite colour?
> Too many to list them out. Lol! "RAINBOW" colours ..

(16) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,and both of them do the same,who will you pick?
> Of course the one that knows how to treat me right,knows how to love and the one that I love him more than I love the other guy!

(17) Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
> It depends!

(18) What do you want to tell the someone you like?
> Stay happy and healthy always! Sincerely wish you all the best for everything! :)

(19) If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
> Of course both lover and friends! It makes my life more interesting! :D:D:D

(20) Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
> Untill now,I still believe as "LOVE" is BEAUTIFUL!

2008-12-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO! I'm feeling much better now! :) Gonna buried those sad memories and start afresh with my life again! I'M SO HAPPY TODAY !!! Manage to pass all subjects that I had taken,will be able to enter the psychology course that I'm interested in next year! I had slacked for almost three years and I'm satisfied with my results! If I continue to study for the past three years,I'm sure I'll have score a better results compared to now. Parents are happy for me and I'm HAPPY for myself !!! Will celebrate with parents tommorow! HAHA! If I successfully enter the course next year,I'm gonna work hard for my career! Not going to waste any precious time of mine and I'm not going to let LOVE drag me down again! :)) After experiencing so many blah blah blah .. .. .. I finally woke up !!! I'm slow to see things clearly! =x These few days,I've been watching this taiwan drama that Bestie introduce to me recently >>> "Shen Qing Mi Ma" OMG! Rating: **** It's a very interesting and romantic show,WORTH to watch it peeps^^ There's one episode that I LOVE IT THE MOST !!! It's when Qi Wei Yi gave Zhao Shen Shen a surprise when they are both alone in the house. Christmas decoration were hanging around the house,"electrical stars" were hanging on the trees and "fake snow" appearing in front of her! AWW! It's superly duperly ROMANTIC !!! Sometimes I wonder will all these scenes occur in real life??? Will a guy ever do that to the girl he loves??? Will a guy gives all his love and everything to the girl he loves the most??? In my heart,there's someone who can do that who is MY DAD! He's not that kind of romantic guy but he can give all his love and everything to my mum and his two beloved daughters !!! Haha! Mentioning about Christmas,I'm free on both 24 and 25 of December! LOL! Before that,planned a lot of events with friends and ex boyfriend. Thought of having a good dinner with them,after that see those beautiful lightings and count down for Christmas at Orchard Road,carry on catch a midnight movie. But in the end,cancelled. LOL! =.= Bestie got to work! =( Aiyo,such a waste! Somemore,Christmas is one of my FAVOURITE festival! Who wanna date me out??? =p Maybe celebrate with my beloved parents,it's a good idea! =) Have to stop typing now,carry on watching my Shen Qing Mi Ma ~

PS. Bestie,you will be able to score good results for your O level examinations! All the best in advance! But do not forget hor .. If you pass,you own me a meal! So you MUST pass and prove it to others,I know you can do it! Haha!

Our love stories shall end here ~

2008-12-16T19:25:00.000-08:00

Everything seems like a dream to me! You said let you live your own life and do your own things,somemore you feel that love is a torture. It seems that I had been clinging you all these while. If you do not have the confidence to change your character and treat me right,why must you come back to my life again? Whatever you told me before patching up,seems to be so unreal compared to now. Everything is just for show and it's a lie! Why you give yourself a chance to hurt me again and again? For that two months without contacting you,slowly I had heal my wounds and already decided to give you up. But you step into my life again,I do not know how much time I need to recover now. I just realised that our love seems so complicated uh? Maybe I'm not the girl worth for you to change and make me feel fortunate. You are given a chance to prove your love to me last month,while I'm not given a chance to endure you for the rest of my life. Unfair uh? You may say that I can't endure it as you give me too many chances. I do not understand you at all,you keep everything to yourself. I misunderstand you in the past,I thought you did it purposely. Just knew it that it's your main character so I wish to try whether will I be able to understand and get use to the way you treat your girlfriend. Since I'm not given a chance,I shall give up right now. We're both tired enough to carry on. It's all my fault to trust you once again! Your love is a lie to me! I will never let myself be soft hearted and fall into your trap again !!! Outsiders may feel that I'm stupid to fall in love with this type of guy. Finally I agree with them. I'm slow to realise that I fallen in love with a wrong guy uh? I still have not regret in experiencing this type of relationship. It makes me grow mature and smarter in choosing guys in future! :)

PS. Rest assure,I'm not going to pester you like a superglue. I'm no longer the thickskinned girl that you ever said. All the best for your everything in future! Take care^^

2008-12-12T09:13:00.000-08:00

Its easy to fall in love with someone but its difficult to forget someone who exists in your life before! What had happened before,my past and all my memories kept me from walking on with my life smoothly! Those high and low moments help humans to be more strong each time uh? It's quite obvious to see what had happened to me these few days. I do not know who will laugh at me behind my back,or maybe after reading my posts .. You may feel that it serves me right or even those who care for me SINCERELY. Just want to say a BIG THANKIEW for those who show care and concern for me while those who doesn't,it's okie! I do not care so much either. =x This is my blog,the site where i type all my feelings out! I will state EVERYTHING,won't even hide a single thing! I do not care how outsiders feels about me,I'm straightforward,that's me! Though I spilled everything out here,that doesn't mean that I want THE WHOLE WORLD to know what had happened to me. Maybe it's my habit! LOL! =.= Everyone have their own personal problems. So to me,I do not think that there's a need for you to make fun or do whatever childish or stupid actions. Anyway,dislike me just click >>> hate me! Thanks for your cooperation !!! :)) Recently,most of my posts are about "LOVE". Bored uh? I guess after typing this post out,the upcoming post will not contain "love". =x Just read all my posts in my blog and felt VERY unhappy !!! Those content .. >>> "heading to Baby T's house.." , how I spent my day with him , what delicious food I ate with him , the gift that he bought for me , the movies we watched , how the atmosphere feels when I quarrelled with him and more .. .. .. All those sweet and bitter memories will not occur within us again! )): It's just almost three days and I can't stop myself from missing him! How I wish that I can be so cold blooded and stop loving him at this moment! But I can't force myself as the feelings is always presence ALL THESE WHILE !!! You may feel that I'm stupid or something but love is BLIND! He's not the type of guy that I want but he's the guy that I LOVE THE MOST among all my boyfriends! No matter how many unhappy incidents that we went through,my feelings just couldn't FADE !!! I told myself not to hold back the past while to carry on with my future. I do not know this time round,how long will I recover ??? I MISS his bed that I will be the one who always sleeps beside him .. The lappy that I will always play games,sing songs,watch videos and stuffs .. The way he hug and kiss me tightly almost every hour .. The 3 words that come out from his mouth .. His house nearby market's delicious food .. I miss and love EVERYTHING about him but we know that we aren't suitable for each other and can't be back together again! Is God playing with me? I thought that a "NEW" side of him came back to me but .. I didn't change either! =x CHARACTERS SEEM SO HARD TO CHANGE! I give up too! =x What I can do now is .. hope that he'll be able to find a better partner who knows how to love and treats him right in future! I'm contented that I had love him once deeply!

2008-12-10T06:57:00.000-08:00

Met up with Bestie after her work hours! Headed to Marina Square's Carl's JR to have our dinner. Both of us had chilli cheesy beef fries. =x As usual,we gossipped and share each other affairs together. THANKS BESTIE FOR LENDING ME YOUR PAIRS OF PATIENT EARS !!! :D

While on our way to Cityhall Mrt Station,we saw this HUGE Christmas tree and took a picture of it. Could not see our face clearly as we just want you guys to look at how beautiful the Christmas tree is! LOL! Guess Bestie LOVE this picture a lot as she looks TINY !!! LOL LOL LOL! =P Among all the festival,Christmas is my favourite !!! =)=)=) I'm gonna do something special on this coming Christmas! Haha!

PS. Wish you all the best for everything! Stay happy and healthy always! Good luck,my love ~

WILL OUR LOVE LAST LONG ???

2008-12-08T20:37:00.000-08:00

Recently,things just can't go smoothly for me ~ :(( For me,I find that "LOVE" can greatly affect everyone's feelings and mind-set's thinkings! Although love is not everything but it is present everywhere and everytime! For my current relationship,it's very complicated. Both of us know that we will not last long in future but we still want to cherish the moments that we have together! We belong to two different worlds. We do not have the same interests,we have different points of view and we have communication break-down. But there's one thing that pulled us together to love each other which is fate. Indeed we have lots of unhappy memories but all these while .. My feelings to you have not fade and I do not regret knowing you in the first place. I know you have tried your very best to change your characters. I can see as you proved it with your own actions. Hereby,going to THANK YOU FOR CHANGING BECAUSE OF ME !!! Maybe my expectations towards you are too high. Gonna apologise to you as it's not totally your fault! I'm sorry,Baby T! Do not always think that I keep mentioning about you wanting me back and all those stuffs. We're not suitable for each other but now I believed is fate that want us to be in love again. We must cherish this chance,isn't it ??? You should know that in my heart I hope that you're forever mine so do not push me away to other guys! Really hope that God will give us one more chance to love each other deeply again !!! This time round,I will try my very very VERY best to treat you right,Baby T! I will cherish every moments when I'm with you and take good care of you when I'm still your beloved girlfriend !!! MUACKS<333

PS. LOVE* is a miracle! Even they knew they are not made for each other,they still love each other! Cherish before you lose!

2008-11-23T12:37:00.000-08:00

Its almost 5am and I'm updating post so EARLY in the morning. Can't really sleep well the entire night,probably I'm nervous as today it's my first day working in the hotel. LOL! Another reason is that I'm thinking lots of matters now. My mind gets so messy out of a sudden and I'm reflecting about my Past,Present and Future. Can I type out my misery here .. Everyone will have their own talents but I wonder what talent do I naturally have? Suddenly,feel that I'm living a USELESS life currently. Although I had just finished taking my N's level examinations,but I wish that I can enter to the course that I have interest with. Honestly,I dislike studying. But in Singapore,without an Education Certificate,you have no where to go. I have no interest in Math,Science,Chinese,Principles Of Accounts,Humanities and more~ I'm only interested in Psychologist course. I know that entering this course is not easy as English foundation must be really good but as long as I do not give up,I'm sure I can succeed in life one day. "Work on something that you have interest with than on something you dislike with .." All these while if without my parents support,I guess I can't even hang on myself. Hereby,gonna say a BIG THANK YOU to my family members !!! I admit that I complain a LOT. No matter towards family members,boyfriend and friends. Everyone is imperfect and not a single one living in this world gets contented easily. Once they get something that they want it a lot,they'll tend to want MORE! For me,I respect and believe in "LOVE" no matter how many times I get hurt or experienced a few times of failure relationships before. Love is imperfect too! Happy and sad feelings created Love. Love is priceless too! There is one phrase that I found it from the bible which I LOVE it a lot: " Love is patient,love is kind. It does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud. It is not rude,it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered and it keeps no record of wrongs. " But how many people will think in this way? I can't even think in this way whenever I receive hurts from the ones that I love or get angry with them. Its challenging to live in a unpredictable world,isn't it? My motive of living is to try my best not to regret for whatever things that I have choose or do and cherish those who really love and treat me right in life.

PASTA !!!

2008-11-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

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It's "pasta-making" day !!! =)=)=) Met up with Wan Yi around 12 noon. Went to supermarket to buy ingredients and headed to her house immediately. Planned to cook pasta together but ended up only helped her to wash the frozen cheesy hotdog. =x She's a great cooker! Roughly know how to cook pasta now,I hope. LOL! The pasta was really delicious !!! :D Hope to eat her pasta again. Will bring my Sister along too as after seeing the picture above,it tempts her. While we were eating,she showed me a few videos at youtube. Title: Destination Truth by George

I felt eerie after seeing those videos but one thing is that I do not believe there're such things as "ghost" in this world,except spirits. Met up with Baby T at Jurong East Interchange after that. Had Subway for dinner at IMM. Baby T wanted to buy bedsheet but in the end,did not get any. But he managed to buy a pair of CUTE socks. Lol! After shopping,headed back to my 2nd home. Baby T finally finished downloading SDO. Tried a few times playing,but I feel that it's a little more challenging compared to HighStreet 5. But I have to admit that SDO character is much cuter! LOL!

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Baby T was late for school today! =.= Woke up at 12 noon. Took a bath at his house and get ready myself to meet him at around 5pm. Was playing HS 5 and SDO the whole afternoon without taking my lunch. -.- Met up with Baby T at Jurong East Interchange and we headed to Marina Square. We had Burger King for dinner. After that,went to search for formal outfits with him as he need it for presentation next tuesday. Managed to bought one formal shirt at Man Studio. Tommorow I and him need to hunt for formal outfits again at town areas. I need it as next week gonna start work at Mandarin Oriental. OMG! Each day need to work more than 12 hours. Anyway just work for four days so I'm sure I can do it! =x Will MIA for one week~

2008-11-18T09:00:00.000-08:00

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It been months ever since I went to K-Box. Enjoyed singing with Wan Yi and my Crappy Sister at Marina Square. We sang,eat,and even did lots of crazy actions,the atmosphere was GOOD !!! :D:D:D Wan Yi naturally have a high pitch voice and I let her sing 13 songs continuously~ LOL! =p We did not forget to take "FUNNY" pictures too. But mostly were taken in the toilet. =x I LOVE TO SING !!! !!! !!! How I wish my parents can hire a teacher to coach me singing? But its expensive! =.= After K-ing,sent Wan Yi off and together with my sister met up with my parents for dinner. We had Swensens and I wish that I can eat more often! HAHAHA! =p Sister confirm will say that it's fattening. LOL! =x But I do not care about my size and I know that Baby T will accept me no matter how I look like right? :)) After having a delicious meal with my family members,headed to Famous Amos to buy cookies. Met up with Baby T after that~

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Woke up at 11.15 am. Wash up,get ready myself and accompany Baby T to hospital for leg's check up. We had MacDonald for lunch. Baby T's leg had been aching for years. =( Message for Baby T: Currently don't do any vigorous exercise ok? Will help you to massage and put hot-pack on your leg on thurs! ^^ After check up,went to take dinner with his family members. Had Long John Silver and I knew that recently I ate lots of fast food. LOL! =x Baby T's dad drive me home after that~ I'm tired! =.= And I'm missing HUBBY now !!! He's so important to me just like my family members!

2008-11-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

Just came back home from Baby T's house and I'm tired nw. =x But I still have the urge to blog .. LOL!

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HS outing was being organised by me but end up,the plan did not succeed completely. =.= Anyway I'm lazy to mention what had happened. Lol! Had Pizza Hut with Baby T for dinner. We were so hungry at that time so Baby T ordered one large Hawaiian Pizza and spicy drumlets. Although I'm VERY hungry but I just ate two slices of pizza while he ate six slices. LOL! After dinner,shop awhile around Marina Square and headed to Cineleisure to meet HS's friends for midnight movie. Baby T was entertaining them while I was a little shy so just smile and laughed all the way. "What a good organiser am I" =x Rating for Madagascar : 3/5 Its cute,humorous,touching and nice! Movie ended,they went MacDonald for supper while Baby T and I went to his house nearby for supper. Ate our supper and we went to sleep. Anyway thanks PY,Soul,TheOne and Fade for turning up! ^^

PS: Baby T,hereby gonna THANK YOU for changing because of me !!! You promised and you proved it with your own actions. I'm TOUCHED! After patching up,we did not even quarrel but instead LOVE is always in the air around us. I'm truly HAPPY and I have never regret my decision. I know that all of us do not know what will happen the very next moment or the future ahead. But I'm gonna promise you that as long as I'm still your girlfriend,I'll remain faithful and try my best to take good care of you! One more thing,I'm so fortunate to have you by my side. I LOVE YOU,TYQZ !!!

A Surprise Day For Me !!! :D:D:D

2008-11-14T05:52:00.000-08:00

Just reached home .. Had a WONDERFUL outing with Baby T !!! =)=)=) Spent our day at Orchard. Had Carl's JR for lunch. As usual,we just ordered one set of beef cheeseburger. In the end,did not manage to finish everything. LOL! =x But I LOVE their fries! =p Window shopping the whole evening,did not buy anything. Gonna save some money for tommorow outing. Along the way,Baby T bought for me Hokkaido ice cream. Their ice cream is FANTASTIC! Can I have MORE in future,Baby??? =p Arrggghhhh . . . ! ! ! Baby T was so SWEET today !!! He gave me a surprise and bought for me my favourite piglet at Takashimaya. I'm shocked when he passed it to me,nevertheless I'm TOUCHED too !!! THANKS Baby T for everything! You have change your character ever since we patched back. Now I can feel your SINCERE LOVE to me every moment! I feel SECURE being with you! You give me JOY and HAPPINESS every now and then! Really hope that we can last long and let me take care of you for the rest of my life!

PS: TRAVIS YAP QI ZHEN !!! THANKS for the piglet !!! I LOVE YOU !!! I say it with responsibility! MUACKS<3

2008-11-13T04:20:00.000-08:00

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FINALLY dyed my hair !!! :D Superly duperly LOVE the colour that I had chose. THANKS Wan Yi for accompanying me to the salon! After I had dyed and change my hairstyle at IMAGINE,find out that the hair stylist kinda good! In future,I'll just go there to tidy my hair. :)) After staying at the salon for about 2 hour plus,we went to Causeway Point to look for jobs. Managed to find a few suitable jobs that we want and they told us that will call us for interview by today but I didn't receive any call. =.= Currently,it's hard to find job. Lol! After searching,had dinner and went shopping with Baby T and his family members at IMM. Baby T's dad drove us back,boyfriend and I started gaming when we reached home. =p In the middle of the night,I got hungry again. =x Immediately had supper with Baby T. LOL! After watching one episode of "18 jin bu jin",straight away went to sleep~

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Early in the morning,Baby T went to school while I slept longer at his house. =x Met up with my family members for lunch at Tiong Bahru. Ate a lot of good and yummy food with them. I had gain 1 kilogram. But I'm proud of it! LOL! =.= Bought one outift at Wisely too. OMG! LOVE IT TO THE MAX !!! =)=)=) After shopping,home sweet home~ Spent lots of money recently. Dad and Mum,THANKS a lot for giving me those things that I want !!! Tommorow can meet up with Baby T again though we have been meeting each other everyday. HAHAHA! Wonder where shall we go??? MISS YOU !!!

2008-11-09T23:39:00.000-08:00

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Met Baby T around seven plus for dinner. Along the way,accompanied him to buy colour contact lenses. He's so " ai mei " ! =P Had prata with him and headed back to his house. Dolled up ourselves and we met up with HS players at raffles mrt station. Headed to SHEBANG to celebrate Yumi's birthday. First time trying Martel and I find it not bad. Baby T do not allow me to drink too much. =x Everyone not having much fun as the birthday girl was in a bad mood. -.- So after slacking for about 2-3 hours,Baby T and I took cab to Douby Gaunt for midnight movie. Rating for Quantum Of Solace : 2/5 Did not really understand the whole movie. Just knew that James Bond was fighting and killing his enemies. My popcorn was more tempting! LOL! After movie,headed to MacDonald for "SUPER EARLY" breakfast. We were duper tired at that time and waited for two hours plus for the first train back to Baby T's house. Immediately when we reached home,took a bath and slept all the way~

PS. HS gathering this saturday !!! :D:D:D
(CUTIE !!! Will not ps you again. =p)

2008-11-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

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Went town with CRAPPY Sister and Wan Yi. After meeting Wan Yi at Causeway Point,she told me she forgot to bring her EZ-Link card out and I was like > -.- What a blur queen she is! LOL! So she took cab home while Sister and I slacked at Causeway. We went to MiniBits as she wanted to buy a necklace which she said it was really nice looking. Accompanied her there,but found out that the necklace was being sold out. Within 15 minutes,Wan Yi reached CWP and we headed to town. Manage to get two tops. :D I love Pandora! How I wish I can have MORE OUTFITS !!! Humans beings just can't get contented easily! HAHA! Halfway,Baby T came to find me for dinner after school. We had Adjisen at Douby Gaunt. Before stepping in,Baby T told us that beside Adjisen,there's a japanese restuarant called "Adji-Tei".(if I'm not wrong) =P There's a dish called "kaninabe". =.= HAHAHA! What a vulgar japanese dish! Can't stop laughing. Cracked lots of jokes during dinner! After dinner,accompanied Wan Yi to search for her clothes. In the end,she bought a bag at Zinc instead. We were tired after shopping for the whole day and went back home. =)

To: JJ and the others ..
If you guys gonna see this,please remain calm. I knew that after patching up with my current boyfriend,many misunderstandings were being created. I also knew that it's really unfair to you,JJ. Even if you didn't write your feelings in your blog,I can fully understand how you feel. Can you totally understand my feelings after viewing my friendster and blog? People have different methods of doing their own things. Love is selfish and in this world,everyone will only think and care for themselves first. This is the fact! I know you through HS,should I clear all misunderstandings to you guys? Anyway let's make a full stop here. My aim now is to have a simple and enjoyable relationship with my boyfriend. I'm not going to care who's talking nonsence behind our backs as we know nothing can seperate us apart.

2nd November 2008

2008-11-03T00:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I had an enjoyable outing with Baby! :)) We spent our day at Vivo City. Took our lunch at Carl's JR. It was my first time trying it and I have to admit that it's damn delicious! Baby ordered one set of meal and we can't even manage to finish everything. -.- After lunch,went to see Bboys's performances. WOW! Their performances were amazing !!! How I wish I can dance like them? LOL! Get to try Ben and Jerry ice cream too. After the performances,headed to cinema theatre and watched "High School Musical 3". It was the best of all compared to Part 1 and 2. Troy and Gabriella were so loving! Rating: 4/5* I do hope Baby and I will be so loving and sweet always! After movie ended,went to Candy Empire to buy chocolates and Baby sent me home~ BABY,THANKS FOR EVERYTHING !!! Love you always !!!

Going out with family members soon. See you later,Baby! Misses~

2008-11-01T11:29:00.000-07:00

This world is unfair,we do not know what will happen the very next moment. He popped out on 30/10,and I was like.. > Am I dreaming??? We did not contact for almost two months and finally he's back! My feelings were damn complicated at that time. Is this called "FATE" that pull us back together again? I do not know whether I had made the right choice to trust you once again,as I can't predict the future. But I pray hardly that we will last long successfully this time round !!! All these while,my feelings towards you didn't fade at all. When the moment that I thought that I'm going to lose you forever,the pain was so unbearable! I wish that we will not leave each other again. Like you said,give you a chance to prove that you'll treat me right from now on. I shall say back to you : Let's work hard together,Baby! Give me a chance to take care of you forever too~ I LOVE YOU !!! MUACKS!

Family outing today! Had dinner at Jumbo Seafood Restaurant with family members. After dinner,the four of us took a stroll at East Coast Park. Mum and Dad were so loving,its been ages since I last saw them holding hands. :)) I did enjoy myself today! When I reached home,received baby's call. And we chatted almost two hours. Meeting baby tomorrow for movie~ SO HAPPY !!!

Can I Laugh Continuously Non-Stop Now?

2008-10-30T11:26:00.000-07:00

I do hope that I will be able to laugh HAPPILY! But will I be able to do so? I'm feeling so complicated and I do not know what to do next. My heart melts when you said all those to me. Naturally,my tears flows down. Till now still believed what you had said to me is true. You're right! Love is blind,but sometimes we need to see obstacles too. The pain that you're having now is totally equal compared to me. But even till now,we're still arguing. Isn't this a joke??? We still love each other but why we don't have the guts to admit? You're having lots of negative thoughts. You may think what I said were all excuses,it's up to you to believe. Don't I have the right to like or love others when you're already attached? You told me to get out of your life and I did it! But in the end,you aren't satisfied. When I get in your life,we always have conflicts towards each other .. And you're unhappy. So can you teach me,should I get in or out of your life??? If you have the sincere heart to want me back,you should not said those sarcastic words. Neither way will I let you feel happy or satisfied,so what can I do now? I had force myself to let you go these two months,but its hard to do so. Almost everyday I had reflected our sweetest and bitter memories,how will I forget 248? Because of not forgetting you totally,I had hurt someone who loves me a lot. I'm sorry,JJ !!! Lastly,sincerely wish TYQZ to stay happy always~ Lovers can't be done so let's be friends forever ..